Philippines aftermath..
Its been almost a month since I got back from my trip to Philippines.. and im feeling really weird.
1. Im not determind/looking for that special someone.
2. I feel like a part of my life just ended and im starting a new chapter
3. Im not looking forward/planning my next trip to philippines
4. I wanna concentrate on being financially secure
I had fun on this trip. I accomplished many things and met some interesting people.. I didnt get romantically involved in anybody.. and I had many flings... now im going to try to dissect why having these feelings..
1. Maybe I met too many girls..and realized that no one is going to be perfect. Even my ex when i was with her.. i remember feeling that she isnt perfect.. until i lost her was when i was thinking she was perfect. Ewan ko ba.. ang gulo ng isip ko.... ayaw ko na lang isipin. Besides right now.. im seeing a few women.. which i will write about soon..
2. 20something na ako!! shiet na malagket! ewan!
3. Ayaw ko na bumalik sa pinas for vacation. Ang lungkot tuwing umuuwi ako pabalik sa america. ayaw ko na maramdaman yun. Sisikapin ko na pag umuwi ako next pang matagalan na!
4. I guess this ties in with 3... gusto ko na talaga bumalik sa pinas ayaw ko na dito. Nde ko magagwa yun w/o having alot of money...
yan na lang muna.. try ko ulit sumulat bukas.. nalungkot tuloy ako kasi naalala ko pinas :(
1. Im not determind/looking for that special someone.
2. I feel like a part of my life just ended and im starting a new chapter
3. Im not looking forward/planning my next trip to philippines
4. I wanna concentrate on being financially secure
I had fun on this trip. I accomplished many things and met some interesting people.. I didnt get romantically involved in anybody.. and I had many flings... now im going to try to dissect why having these feelings..
1. Maybe I met too many girls..and realized that no one is going to be perfect. Even my ex when i was with her.. i remember feeling that she isnt perfect.. until i lost her was when i was thinking she was perfect. Ewan ko ba.. ang gulo ng isip ko.... ayaw ko na lang isipin. Besides right now.. im seeing a few women.. which i will write about soon..
2. 20something na ako!! shiet na malagket! ewan!
3. Ayaw ko na bumalik sa pinas for vacation. Ang lungkot tuwing umuuwi ako pabalik sa america. ayaw ko na maramdaman yun. Sisikapin ko na pag umuwi ako next pang matagalan na!
4. I guess this ties in with 3... gusto ko na talaga bumalik sa pinas ayaw ko na dito. Nde ko magagwa yun w/o having alot of money...
yan na lang muna.. try ko ulit sumulat bukas.. nalungkot tuloy ako kasi naalala ko pinas :(
posted by Austin Pinoy at 12:11 AM
5 Comments:
waaaah! kuya miss ka na rin namin!!!! balik ka na dito para maghasik ng lagim!
Awww, kuya pogi, wag ka na sad. Bigyan kita dami tsokoleyts! :)
kuya wala pa din updates? saw your blog ... ngayon ko lang ata nakita yung congratulation message mo :) so sweet thanks :)
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bakit sa edad na mga 30ish karamihan sa mga tao ini-evaluate ang buhay (ang mga nakaraan at ang paroroonan). it sounds like you know exactly what you want and what you're looking for, so be thankful for that 'cause that's half the battle you've already conquered. kasi karamihan sa mga tao hindi alam kung anong gusto at hindi alam ang plano sa buhay. chaka i-congratulate kita for figuring out at such a ripe age of 30 na walang taong perfect. kung hindi ka perfect why should you expect others to be? diba?
o ayan - a little piece of my wisdom - ang tanging pamana ko sayo hahahahaha!!! hoy inggat!
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