Philippines aftermath..

Its been almost a month since I got back from my trip to Philippines.. and im feeling really weird.

1. Im not determind/looking for that special someone.
2. I feel like a part of my life just ended and im starting a new chapter
3. Im not looking forward/planning my next trip to philippines
4. I wanna concentrate on being financially secure

I had fun on this trip. I accomplished many things and met some interesting people.. I didnt get romantically involved in anybody.. and I had many flings... now im going to try to dissect why having these feelings..

1. Maybe I met too many girls..and realized that no one is going to be perfect. Even my ex when i was with her.. i remember feeling that she isnt perfect.. until i lost her was when i was thinking she was perfect. Ewan ko ba.. ang gulo ng isip ko.... ayaw ko na lang isipin. Besides right now.. im seeing a few women.. which i will write about soon..

2. 20something na ako!! shiet na malagket! ewan!

3. Ayaw ko na bumalik sa pinas for vacation. Ang lungkot tuwing umuuwi ako pabalik sa america. ayaw ko na maramdaman yun. Sisikapin ko na pag umuwi ako next pang matagalan na!

4. I guess this ties in with 3... gusto ko na talaga bumalik sa pinas ayaw ko na dito. Nde ko magagwa yun w/o having alot of money...

yan na lang muna.. try ko ulit sumulat bukas.. nalungkot tuloy ako kasi naalala ko pinas :(

Change of Address

Iniba ko address ng blog ko kasi meron dyan mga tao na ayaw ko makita nila blog ko kasi minsan sila pinaguusapan ko. hehe.

Tagal ko na nde na update blog ko kasi im really lazy and there is just too much to tell na nde ko alam san mag simula. Last update ko was even before i went to phil. Oh well i guess i should at least try and just put what i feel like putting. The rest will just come... if i write it.. it will come.. hehe.