Congrats and Good luck to Ann and Jason

Lapit na kasal ng friend ko si Ann. Tagal nya pinaghahandaan itong araw na ito. You can check out the progress at her blog http://jayzanne.blogspot.com/. Kakaingit! Ano ba best wish you can give to a couple getting married to start the rest of their lives together? Well, I hope and wish you guys can overcome the trials and hardships of relationships and what life has to offer. May Each trial and hardship you encounter make your relationship stronger. Remember communication is the key. Be carefull with what you say with your mad, angry, inebriated, or not in the right state of mind. Likewise what your partner says when he/she is not in the right state of mind is usually out of anger and frustration, dont take it into heart. Learn from past mistakes and I'm sure both of you will succeed in life with flying colors :). amen

UPDATE!

Nag soccer ako kagabi, pagkatapos ay tinimbangko sarili ko, i now weigh 188! woowoo lapit na 180. tapos ng 180, kelangan ko mag quit mag yosi, yun ang challenge. Panget halikan ang nagyoyosi eh. hehe.

Lumalamig na dito, kahapon first day na malamig, as in kelangan ko mag sweater pag labas ko ng house. Sarap ng feeling, binuksan ko mga bintana sa house and let the cold fresh air in. kaso ang bad part is madali na dumilim at late sumikat araw. Days are getting shorter, wich means less time for soccer. tapos the 3 days i work, i may not see sunlight. Pag punta ko sa work, madilim na. tapos after work, madilim pa.. hehe.. oh well..

Sa female situation naman.. parang ok.. ewan natin.. wala pa ako concrete na masabi eh but i think its going good, and its going to be good..

Kelangan ko na file vacation ko. sana bigyan ako 4 weeks!! Yun lang po.. isip kayo ng topic na puede ko write about..

Help someone for self gratification

Nung nasa pinas ako. Naglalakad ako sa SM North tapos meron isang bata umiikak sa harap ng Wendys. Tapos tiningnan ko mga kasama nya lahat nagiiyakan. Tinanong ko, ok lang kayo? Ano problema? Sabi nung pinaka matanda, pinuntahan daw nila tatay nila sa manila, tapos pina alis sila kasi meron na ibang family yung tatay nila sa manila. Tapos wala daw silang pamasahe pauwi. nde nila alam kung paano sila uuwi sa province. Nakaaawa. Nde pa daw sila kumakain. So i invited them to eat with me sa Wendys.

Tinanong ko yung pinaka matanda ano work nya sabi nya naglalaba daw sya. Tanong ko kung bakit ayaw nya subukan mag work sa jolibee. Sabi nya sa akin pag wala ka daw natapos mahirap makahanap ng kahit anong trabaho. Pati daw sa jolibee, kelangan meron ka natapos. Dito sa states mga walang natapos at pinagtratrabahuhan mga McDo at Restos.. hehe.. anyways.. so kuentohan lang kami about thier life.. grabe it made me apreciate my life and my family. So sabi ko sa kanila.. make sure wag mangyari sa mga magiging anak nila nangyayari sa kanila. Yung dalawang bata nag promise sakin na magaaral sila at tatapusin nila college. Nag promise din sakin sila na nde sila magaasawa at magaanak agad after graduating. Ayun I gave them my number and some moneny and told them to txt me when they get home sa province, or kung kelangan nila ng tulong na kaya ko ibigay.

Pag balik ko sa states, i havent heard from them untill like 2 months later nag txt sila nangangamusta. wala daw sila phone at load eh kaya nde maka txt. Ngayon nagtetext na ulit nangangamusta lagi. Kung kelangan ko daw ng katulong or labandera puede yung pinaka matanda, or kung meron ako kilala na nangangailangan ng katulog recomend ko daw sya. Nde daw nya ako ipapahiya... kaya kung meron sa inyo naghahanap ng maid. I would recommend her. :).

Makes me feel good when i help people. It gives me a sense of self satisfaction. I decided na pag nanalo ako ng lottery, im going to quit my job and spend the rest of my days traveling and helping the less fortunate...la lang..sarap lang makatulong..

I love you

These 3 words are one of the most powerful words you can say to an individual. Ewan ko sa inyo pero para sakin pag sinabi mo ito, its the ultimate thing you can say to express how you feel. Sa 2 girls ko pa lang nasabi ito. Sa ex kong puti at sa ex kong pinay. Para sakin pag sinabi ko ito, handa ka na gawin kahit ano para lang sa kanya. Kung magkalayo kayo handa ka na gumawa ng paraan para maging malapit kayo. Kung meron problema handa ka na gawin kahit ano para matulungan ang iyong minamahal. Handa ka na mag donate ng isa sa mga organs mo kung kelangan nya... Handa ka na magpakamatay.

Siguro sa ibat ibang tao iba iba ang ibig sabihin nito. Ibang tao madali lang nila sabihin over the phone, over email, over a letter. Pero para sakin kelangan personal at tinitingnan mo mga mata nya para makita mo ang kanyang reaction. Kelangan pag sinabi ito kelangan clear ang utak ng tao, nde lasing, galit, in the middle of sex, or whatever.. hehe yes in the middle of sex.. has happend a couple of times... anyways... ano ba ang dapat gawin pag sinabihan ka nito at nde ka pa handa? Ewan ko lang pero dapat maging totoo ka. sabihin mo na nde ka pa ready at kinikilala mo pa para nde ka maka sakit. Ibang babae siguro nde ito maiintindihan.. pero wala ka talaga magagawa except just explain to them how u feel. Siguro minsan parehas ang nararamdaman nyo pero sa kanya love na yun pero para sayo ay hindi pa.. simula pa lang..

Anyways, kung nangyari yun sa mga tao, siguro ultimatly iba lang ang ibig sabihin or degrees ng definition of love nila. Pero para sakin ito ang ibig sabihin. You can usually tell how I feel through my actions. Ikanga actions speak louder then words diba?

The damage has been done.

last 3 days yung ex ko nag pm sa ym, kamusta ka na? tapos the next day.. "nagyoyosi ka na pala ulit ha" tapos today ito sabi nya pinaginipan daw nya ako kagabi..ito sabi nya.

Ruby: nasa pinas ka daw pumunta daw tayo sa bicol samin may kasama tayo na frnd,sweet nyo nung frnd ko na selos daw ako..wala lang kakatawa

kakatawa daw na miss nya ako! oh well.. dedma dedma dedma.. :)
ginagawa ko na itong blog ko pang vent ah.. ok lang blog ko ito eh..
ito pics namin kung curious kayo..

Im apreciated!

W00w000. im apreciated. Someone i helped out sent me a thank you note. A call center in india had issues with thier passwords. I had to find the right people to fix thier issues, ayusin mga problema, mag set up ng conference calls.. etc.. points nanaman ito sa manager ko... hehehe

my love...

I love my car! hehe

REQUIREMENTS OF A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN

kausap ko isang maganda at mabait na babae 2 days ago, tinanong ko ano hanap nya sa isang guy.. ito sagot nya...

Miss ganda at bait: am not even particular about a guyz look,ok na sakin if he's god fearing,gentleman,passionate about life and his work,has a well toned body,has sex appeal,has beautiful eyes,with a striking personality,madiskarte and neat di ako pihikan ha hihihihhi

So.. nde daw sya pihikan! hehe.. napaisip ako.. sino ba ang ganito. diba marami naman guys na ganito?

1. God Fearing -- general mass?

2. Gentleman -- yan mahirap, of course every guy will be a gentleman at first. But as time goes buy, are they still going to open the car door for u? You can notice this quality sa guys by how he treats his mother/sister/aunts.

3. Passionate about life and work -- shiet, i hate work, pero im striving to change carreers. Life, i love no question about that, but what about other guys? Usually ang average person (no masters or phd) work for the man. Meaning they are regular workers. They may find passion in thier work initially but that will fade. Work will become a habit/daily routine for them. Which is a necessity to live and provide for thier family. The others on the otherhand, like Doctors, Lawyers, or Businessman may find passion in thier work. Pero these people are usually submerge in work that they barely have time to enjoy life and family. Baka nagpapalusot lang ako kasi ako nde passionate. Pero i will be once i get something started...something i love..

4. Well toned body, sexappeal, beautiful eyes -- shiet nanaman!! well.. a well toned body can be achived by anybody who has enough discipline. Sex appeal goes hand in hand with the body. Yung beautiful eyes, thats in the eye of the beholder na.. pero it can grow on people.. heheheh (work out work out work out)

5. Madiskarte -- I think this goes hand in hand with intelligent and streetsmart. Im assuming Madiskarte means magaling sa buhay (definition ng cousin kong matalino). I guess you can see this in a person by seeing what they have accomplished in life, how they handle situations, kung paano sila makisama sa mga tao... MADISKARTE DAW AKO! ooops napindot ko all caps...hehe

6. Neat -- ah madali lang yan. kung gugustohin lang ng tao yan. nung nagka gf ako naging neat ako kasi she would never come over if my apt is messy. hehe...

So with having said all that... kelangan nya makahanap ng lalaki na nagsisimba, mataas ang position sa work(ok na siguro systems operations engineer *ahem*), mahilig mag travel/enjoy (binagit ko na ba na nalibot ko halos buong USA, nilibot ko buong pinas, been to mexico to see mayan ruins and beachs of cozumel, planning on going to europe?) , nagwoworkout concerned sa itsura nya (ehem), na mabait sa mga babae sa buhay (puros babae cousin ko!), at neat (neat haircut ko).....

SHIET! hehe

NDE AKO MAKATULOG PART 2

So I was telling the doctor about my sleeping problem. Tapos humihingi ako ng valium (its an awesome drug). The doctor gave me a dirty look and called me stupid. She said buy some sleeping pills and told me to go home!! heheh.. i labs ko talaga sister ko!!